But i also see a lot of people that have been like being very supportive and sending prayers. And i just really appreciate that. I saw the hotties doing a lot of things like writing the letters on the on tumblr and dm and me all the time, and i just want to say thank you all so much because y’all really been the ones that been helping me get through this. I was shot in both of my feet. Music, i was, i was shot in both of my feet and i had to get surgery to get the you know, get the bullets taken out and it was super scary, but yeah i had to get surgery. It was super scary. It was like just the worst experience of my life and it’s, not funny there’s, nothing to joke about. It was nothing for y’all to start going and making up fake stories about. I didn’t put my hands on nobody. I didn’t deserve to get shot and like and thank god that the bullets didn’t touch bones. They didn’t break tendons like i know i know my mama, my daddy. My granny had to be looking out for me with that one because, where the bullets hit it it just it missed everything, but they was in there and it’s, not that i’m. I was protecting anybody. I just wasn’t ready to speak that’s not to just immediately get on the internet and start talking about and that’s a lot of y’all problem.

Y’All, take your whole life to instagram and twitter and make it diary and that’s not that’s, not me so y’all in the fake ass blogs and y’all fake ass sources and my fake ass friends. But on a positive note, just taking some time to myself have definitely, it has definitely made me realize how to move forward, and you know how to protect my energy i’m. So nice imagine imagine, being Music, imagine being 25 and you don’t you don’t have both your parents. My mama was my best friend she. You know i’m still really not over that. So you, like you, kind of try to feel like your space with a bunch of people that you think is making you happy Music. I guess i just feel like i was trying to. I was moving really fast. I was moving too fast Music. I wasn’t taking enough time for myself. I thought i was ready to be around a bunch. I was ready to be. You know. I thought i was ready to give good energy to other people and other people wasn’t ready to give good energy to me. But i definitely had to sit my ass down and pray on it and i do feel a lot better and thank god for the the people i have around me that are actually here for me and are actually for me would never turn on me for no Amount of money, no amount of clout that wouldn’t make up stories about me to save, face that wouldn’t.

That wouldn’t go against the grain, just thank god for them, and thank god for all the hotties and the supporters that i see have had my back. Through these times and um, i ain’t never seen so many grown up men, child man there wasn’t this in the first place like do y’all need to just wake up, get on the internet and be like oh i’ma, say this today, because it’s gon na give me Some like this is gon na, be funny like what, if your sister got shot or what, if you girlfriend, got shot what, if best friend got shot, would you be cracking jokes then then you want the whole world to stop and feel sorry for you. I don’t expect none of you feel sorry for me, but it’s just a respect thing like Music shut up when shit don’t have nothing to do with you. Stop talking when don’t shit, some shit don’t need to be talked about, and you out of your mind, are y’all ugh it’s, not even arya. Yes, we know you it’s. Just how many times are you gon na show them a lot of y’all silly, just don’t be having no morals or don’t be having no cold to stand on, but you know that’s all y’all ain’t somebody gon na take care of yours, karma gon. Na take care of your ass, i ain’t got ta, do it, but anyway, i just want y’all to know alive and well and strong i’m ready to get back to regular programming with my own hot girl, but i’ve definitely learned that i don’t have to be so.

Nice to every this ain’t gon na, stop me from being nice and it’s gon na ain’t gon na stop me from being making driving the boat doing what to do. Having this good ass nigga, nobody gon na stop my energy from being good, but what i can’t do is keep putting my energy in you a bunch. So i love you hotties and i love you to everybody who has been sending me messages and sending me flowers and gifts and all kind of just the text in the morning at night. Throughout the day.